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I am sad. While waiting for Jay in my car, I saw a mother and her daughter, around 5 years old, sleeping on top of Mercury Drug’s aircon compressor not far from where I was. The mother was hugging her kid as if they were in a comfortable bed. My heart suddenly felt heavy. Then I felt anger as to why a mother would allow this to happen to her child. Why not find a decent job? Why not work hard and strive for the betterment of her child? Why not suffer a little to create a better future for her child? Why settle for the life they have now? Why not wish of something good for her child? Why?  

All these boggling questions were entering my mind. Then I realized I was judging the mother. I do not know her. I do not know her story. Why she and here daughter were there and how they ended up sleeping on top of the compressor. I do not know if she tried and is still trying the best way she knows how to take care of her child. What she is doing now may be the best already for her. No one knows but only her and God.  

Then I remembered what has been always said, God has a purpose for everything. Nothing happens by accident. God has his own reason for putting the mother and dauhter there. What’s important is God knows what’s best for us and we are where we are supposed to be.

I am once again reminded about my Faith in God. The fate of the mother and child I saw must be lifted up to God. My own worries and insecurities must be lifted up once again to God. I must have more Faith in Him and believe that I am where I am supposed to be now. Situations may sometimes be difficult to handle, but I know that God intended them to be that way because He has a bigger plan for everyone. 

I Quit!

I did it. I finally resigned from ii, my 2nd home for the past 7 years. Grave ang tagal!

They moved my last day to May 4 instead of April 30. Argh! Nag-huling hirit pa. I am super excited pa naman. Maybe because of the launching of the never-ending redesign site. They keep moving the launch date. Hopefully it will be launched this May right before I leave.

I am looking forward to starting with my new company. I know I made the best choice even though it was a difficult one. Transferring to this new company is exciting in a way since I will be shifting my career to a different field in IT. It will definitely add spice to my life.

There are no right or wrong choices in Life so I just have to stand by my decision now and to make it right whatever happens there. I have to do the best I can to prove myself and work my way up. “Bahala na” is not an option. Fight, fight, fight!!!

Thank You

We are finally done with our wedding. What a relief. One big task done. We are now in our honeymoon stage. Floating floating. Hope it stays this way.

Next project: Our Home! We are at the last stages of our major renovation. Yehey! Another load off soon. We are starting to look for furnitures to buy for the house. It is exciting and tiring at the same time since we have been going around a lot and asking for quotations. But that’s okay because we want the best yet economical for our home. And we will be staying there for 10 years at the most so better make it a nice HOME.

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